Hilaria Baldwinis opening up about missing the unborn daughter she lost at 16 weeks pregnant, while also showing gratitude for her two “rainbow babies.”

On herInstagram StoryTuesday, the mom shared adorable clips and photos of Edu and MariLu, calling them her “two rainbow babies,” adding that, “My heart has gotten to grow so much to love all of you so.” In another slide, Hilaria shares that she misses her late daughter.

“Life,” adds Hilaria, “has so many more layers and nuances than I could have ever dreamed.”

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Hilaria Baldwin

Hilaria Baldwin

Hilaria Baldwin

Hilaria is also mom to sonsRomeo Alejandro David, 2½,Leonardo Ángel Charles, 4, andRafael Thomas, 5½, and daughterCarmen Gabriela, 7. On Instagram last month, Hilaria shared asweet photo of her youngest two, explaining how the arrivals of her youngest two mean even more coming after the previous pregnancy loss.

“Nothing will ever replace her, but two wonderful souls have come into our lives, and we are humbled to know them,” continued Hilaria. “Our children were brave during our time of tremendous grief — braver than us…and they held out hope. To experience and accept life’s ups and downs is challenging, but a reality that all of us have no choice but to receive and process. I have learned that often our children are wiser than we are and their wisdom has guided us.”

source: people.com